Disappear.
Who is the person who looks back at me? She points her bony finger saying this is what you get when you stuff it all down, pound after pound. Didn’t she tell you that one day you would have regret?
I know I need to find my inner beauty but sometimes I need something more. To be desired, not out of obligation or even love. I am a woman. Secure yet unsure.
I used to turn heads. Even being short my legs seemed long and slender. Never had to worry if something would fit and there were always cute clothes to be found. Shopping for fat clothes, thighs rubbing, tears falling… well, what can I say? This is why
I want to disappear.
(That is, all my fat! Not in a depressing way.) Lol.
-Marie
HEIGHT: 5'4"
HW: 190 lbs.
LW: 135
SW: 186
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GW1: 180 - I will Futerwakin
GW2: 160 - Music CD
GW3: 140 - Bracelet
GW4: 130 - Outfit
UGW: 125 - Bathing suit and go to Key West, FL
Progress Blog
Who is the person who looks back at me? She points her bony finger saying this is what you get when you stuff it all down, pound after pound. Didn’t she tell you that one day you would have regret?
I know I need to find my inner beauty but sometimes I need something more. To be desired, not out of obligation or even love. I am a woman. Secure yet unsure.
I used to turn heads. Even being short my legs seemed long and slender. Never had to worry if something would fit and there were always cute clothes to be found. Shopping for fat clothes, thighs rubbing, tears falling… well, what can I say? This is why
I want to disappear.
(That is, all my fat! Not in a depressing way.) Lol.
-Marie
HEIGHT: 5'4"
HW: 190 lbs.
LW: 135
SW: 186
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GW2: 160 - Music CD
GW3: 140 - Bracelet
GW4: 130 - Outfit
UGW: 125 - Bathing suit and go to Key West, FL
Progress Blog
